7th June 2008. (happy birthday jessica)

hm, Happy birthday jessica :D
Finally we're of the same age so you don't have to call me uncle. lol

wew tme really flies and its been months since you left. Nevertheless we haven't forgottened you. We'll still remember how you'll go "huh?" everytime a teacher ask. How blur you look during lessons, which is cause you refuse to sleep even though ure half dead. How you'll "vandalise" ure table with random pictures and names of ure idols.
How you're child-like nature makes you intimidated or scared everytime someone's angry. (thats why i sometimes reluctantly quarrel with Mr tan)
How everytime you'll go "EEeeee" (from high pitch to low pitch) everytime someone's teasing slightly frustrates you. And how you'll go "you're so deadddd" when someone really teases you =).
Hm, we'll remember the usual person online at 12am every night. Whom we can talk to whenever boredom kicks in. How i always talked to you last time when i was waiting for my anime to load. (okay sometimes i lied) There was once i was half dead for CIP (flag day) the next day cause we chatted till 3am+ . About msn, how sometimes you'll sms me when i go offline suddenly. (haha sometimes its on purpose). And how i first started talking to you for so long on msn with a stupid topic of holidays.
Hm, how innocent ure thinking is; you always get tricked. lol and everytime i bet you pledge to take revenge which i salute you on trying, though you always fail. And the way you'll laugh after that. Remember the Mr Tan kena car accident? haha you haven't took revenge yet.
The person who always starves on a packet of green tea during recess and brings hello kitty umbrella to school. haha
And how predictable you are with ure words and clothes. (you forever never change clothes)
and the reason why i watched movies though the whole group was girls. And how you always covered your ears, bowed ure head abit low and glanced up at the movie with vigilant eyes ready to close if you were to see a frightening part (i don't get it, why close when you see it already)
And why i watched a Horror shows at chelsea's house even though i resolved never to watched one again after they gave me endless nightmares everynight.
You're the one who almost made me die of a fatal heart attack after you didn't turn up for the first 30 seconds of the teacher's day performance. (imagine dancing with the air)
I miss the times i would give lame excuses to send u home. (like: I'm afraid u might faint half way. No, i'm not worried that you'll faint, but rather the people who might trip over you. lol)
and the time* (once only) i almost banged into a lamp post while watching you walk into ure block while i was making my way home. Fortunately you turned back to see, which inturn caused me to turn back to where i should be facing.
We'll miss how you would so innocently smile, with half dazing eyes, at something that amazes you; guitar. And how i almost killed you by singing a lullaby through msn.
How you leaned on me while waiting for the Linkin Park concert to start. (honestly i almost died when your shoulder leaned on mine <- that was supposed to be positive) and how you'll stare blankly during the Linkin Park concert when the whole world was jumping like crazy.
And the time when we played the speed typing game, you believed that i manually typed from A to Z in 0.0039 seconds. lol (still remember AC tools?)
I still remembered the first movie i watched with you and a group of people; the covenent. And how shy i was to approach you if you wanted to go for supper, which resulted in a wastage of sms though we were pretty near.
I still remembered all the movie after that and i always wonder how you watched with half your fringe covering your left eye. And also how you'll scream while watching a horror movie when i purposely screamed at a random scene and after that you'll wack me. Once you uttered a vulgurity. lol and also the time i shouted through msn while telling you a stupid ghost story. (yes, remember you ran to ure dad's room)
And the days before prom when you invited me to your house. (your house would look really posh if there weren't so many stacks of pirated DVDs)
The times we spent the whole day at your place watching DVD, playing board games and artificial snow once. And you suprised me by wipping up a meal for me and adding tomato scauce into soup noodle =.=". (anyway the meal was maggie mee. lol)
I remembered the times we'll sms each other to sleep and sometimes i'll purposely not reply so that i can sms you to apologise for not replying the next day and we can start over a new topic. lol (my phone bill during the O lvl month was $150+ )
I missed the times where i will laugh half way while arguing with my parents cause you smsed something stupid. (and i looked stupid)
I missed the time which i had to offer the stupid leaf to the aunty just to hold you hand for the first time. As well as the lame excuses i had to give; it was too cold and i had magic. lol
And the time i asked you to close your eyes at ure void deck cause i had a suprise gift.
I missed walking by the beach with someone at night.
i missed feeling sad and happy.

I missed many things. And many other stuffs. hai, which i can really remember as though it was yesterday but i shan't write it down. i guess its too personal.
Once in awhile i'll read my endless chatlogs on msn.
Oh well then jessica, i guess we'll see you around someday.
Happy Birthday!